Every once in a while I would take a day off typical “routine” prayer and Bible reading to sit quietly in the presence of God. There were times I spent quite some time kneeling in adoration before the Blessed Sacrament back in my hometown, praying about nothing in particular, yet leaving the chapel feeling blessed with a fruitful time as was in the post.
During those moments of silence, I find that much can be revealed and gained by merely being still in His presence. Since young, I had always been taught that communication is meant to be two-way; being still is an effective mean to allow God to speak into our hearts, amidst all the prayers and praises we offer to Him.
I firmly believe a true relationship is not built upon a set of rules, a call for help or unconnected/distant head-based knowledge. Likewise, I do not believe I can truly have a genuine relationship with God merely through prayers of request and thanksgiving, or by reading the Bible and studying Scriptures. Such indeed will carry us far in our faith, yet one must move beyond asking favours and impersonal knowledge to deepen our intimacy with God.
Is a friend only one when you need aid? Are your parents only your parents by blood and house rules? Can you truly get closer to someone merely by reading about their life, expressing admiration or a word of thanks? A real close relationship is one where both parties constantly enjoy the companionship with the other, regardless of what you are doing, even if you were to just sit beside him/her in silence. Communication goes beyond spoken words.
Even as the silence allows us to be more receptive towards God’s voice, there are times when God does not appear to put a particular word in our heart; yet I believe it more than suffice to merely dwell in His Presence, even if we cannot perceive Him speaking to us. Quite often I would allow my thoughts to flow freely during these moments of silence. I ask God questions unrelated to Scripture or its application, talking to Him in my heart as I would to a friend. And often enough, it feels somehow as though I receive a reply to those candid questions, the responses simple yet deep.
There are also periods where I would lie back and contemplate all that God has done for me in life. Looking back at all the wonders and experiences He has given me reminds me of how much He has showered upon me in this life. By making a trip down this memory lane, I may even discover and gain fresh insights, which I may have missed or taken for granted during the moment itself.
Still there are times when I would take the moment just to sit back and enjoy the stillness in God’s Presence. Times where I would lay everything down and dwell fully in Him. No words used; none are needed. Just as an intimate couple in each other’s arms; a relationship past spoken words – I am sure the feeling is the similar, if not better. And I am certain this is merely a shadow of the joy which awaits us in Heaven at the end of our earthly sojourn.
In the midst of our life, it is important to take a step back to reflect in the presence of God. Try and find some time for silent contemplation within our hectic schedule. Allow yourself an opportunity to develop an intimate relationship with God, as it is the greatest relationship anyone can ever hope to have.
But I have calmed and quieted my soul,
Like a child quieted at its mother’s breast;
Like a child that is quieted is my soul.
(Psalm 131:2)
RFG always.
